doctor appt

[smileswhf]

Today is my do over on the ultra sound. My rational brain thinks it's nothing. I find my rational brain really has to struggle to keep up these days. I think the problem is that between July and November of last year I just had a lot of doctors f***ing with me. And it's not just the medical treatment. It's the whole medical industrial complex. I had to do 5 complete medical histories between August and October. It's stupid. The technicians either don't read them or don't understand them or get the facts wrong. Total idiocy. I mean, discover the photocopier already. Not to mention the poking and prodding and the treating everyone like they don't know how to read. Now, I get this incredible anxiety every time I have to go back. This explains why I woke up at 5am, got to work early, and am now sitting here making lj posts instead of doing my day job. Maybe I'll take a walk up to the student union and get a soy chai. It probably won't chill me out but it would pass some time.